The Fat Lady

The Fat Lady

I dance with my Mother

beneath the blue flame of Her skin

silently begging

not to be born again,

and She laughs,

and She sings,

and the Die Man rings.

Welcome to the Polemics of Jack

Welcome to the Polemics of Jack

​The Polemics, as I lovingly refer to my writings, are intended to be a collection of short articles, art-i-facts, journey notes, diagrams, ecstatic poetry, slights-of-hand with Compass, Square and Pen, written exclusively under the influence of Mind-Soul-Manifesting Agents, secret and sacred. For those not familiar with the word ‘polemic,’ it means ‘WAR,’ and every man is Jack.

Simultaneously, I would like to welcome you to my hallucinations, of a Christ Complexicon made of the shapes of letters, and morphemes, the constituents of words, a complex-lexicon of Geometry and Archetype and Alphabet moving through Time to a Receiver. YOU are reading a code.

Shamanism is primarily concerned with healing and meaning, which are directly experienced and learned through discipline from one’s own HIGHER SELF, who shall remain Nameless, and integrated into one’s
so-called ordinary life.

These are the ashes of an extra-ordinary Journey, inward, in Word.


Jack Cross

Transcendental Objects

Transcendental Objects

The “Transcendental Object at the End of Time” IS SYMBOLIZED BY the ‘J’ and the ‘T’ of ob-J-ec-T itself, ‘J-ec-T,’ ‘TO THROW,’ from ‘jacere,’ composed of the ‘JA’ morpheme OF ‘JA[H]’ + ‘cere,’ meaning ‘PURE.’
We con-J-ure. We In-V-oke. We J-ux-T-a-pose.
The ‘T’ of ‘T-ranscendental’ and ‘objec-T’ and ‘T-ime’ is an in-T-er-sec-T-ion of ver-T-ical and horizontal coordinates, a CROSS.
‘Transcendental’ means to ‘CLIMB ACROSS,’ ‘OF THE SPIRI-T REALM.’ The Door, the  ‘J.’
Pro-J-ec-T-iles have tra-J-ec-T-ories, and so do J-ournies and J-avelins and J-e-T-s.
The TEN-th Letter ‘J,’ of ‘ob-J-ec-T’ and ‘sub-J-ec-T’ and conjecture, IS a ‘J-‘ A-X-IS POLE that ‘J’-oins the TWO HEMISPHERES OF THE BRAIN/MIND, which are today SYMBOLIZED GEOMETRICALLY BY Plane Cartesian Coordinates, VERTICAL and HORIZONTAL, and designated ‘Y’ and ‘X,’ respectively. ‘Y’ and ‘X’ in Genetics designate MALE and FEMALE chromosomes.
The TEN-th Letter ‘J’ is a Third Ordinate. The miniscule at the bottom was added by the French in the Middle Ages, to differentiate it from an I’ tilted to the right, as if a ‘J’ were an ‘I,’ bowing down TO RECONCILE THE RELATIONSHIP OF OPPOSING FORCES, EXPRESSED GEOMETRICALLY AS VERTICAL AND HORIZONTAL COORDINATES, a CROSS. Note to self.
‘Con-J-ec-T-ure,’—’TOGETHER’ + ‘THROW’,— is ‘A THEORY WITHOUT SUFFICIENT EVIDENCE,’ and what theory could be evidenced more insufficiently than one concerning the Transcendental Object at the End of Time and the Theo in theory?


Eye of God

Eye of God

The “Eye of God,” as en-V-isioned by the Huichol (Wixaritari) Indians of Mexico. Geometry and V-ibrance, compliments of PEYOTE. Inquire within.

We are the Observer and the OB-S-er-V-en-T, EXPRESSED GEOMETRICALLY as a Third Ordinate, and Alphabetically, as the Tenth Letter ‘J.’

We T-URN the OB-J-ec-T of our Re-f-LECT-ion TO THE RIGHT, AT 45 DEGREES, a RI-T-U-AL SACRIFICE of ordinary consciousness, ‘ORDINARY,’ determined by  ‘ORDINATES,’ ‘EXTRAORDINARY,’ determined by an EXTRA-ORDINATE,’ a Third Ordinate.

Spell W-ord and L-ord.

‘AL-T-er,’ ‘CHANGE,’ ‘AL-T-ar,’ ‘HIGH.’

The ‘EYE,’ …the ‘I,’ TILTS TO THE RIGHT, morphologically, and transforms, transliterates, into the Tenth Letter ‘J,’ to reconcile the relationship of opposites, EXPRESSED GEOMETRICALLY AS VERTICAL AND HORIZONTAL COORDINATES.

In GOD’s EYE, we DIE and RESURRECT. AT FORTY-FIVE DEGREES, we are psychologically CRUCI-FI-ed upon the cross of our own consciousness. The J-ourney is inward, in-Word. It is Alphabetic, Logotic, Archetypal, Geometric, Holographic, Hierophantic.

‘RE-’ Birth [w]Rite.

Author-Rity, from ‘AUTOR,’ Latin, ‘FATHER.’ The ‘H’ is an ‘aspirate,’ a ‘breat-h.’

‘H-iero,’ ‘SACRED,’ ‘-phantic,’ to ‘SHOW,’ to ‘RE-V-e-AL.’

In the land of the blind …wink.











The HIGHEST P-rize.
Im-P-lies verticality, s-P-a-T-i-AL.
An em-PT-y V-essel.
PO-e-T, POT-ter, ‘MAKER.’

‘Very skilled or proficient at something, ‘ADEPT.’
‘INEPT,’ not so much.

We PO-in-T.

‘P-HE-T’ means ‘to speak’ and the prefix ‘PRO-‘ means ‘for.’